Wednesday, October 31, 2012

Las Vegas and Turning 30

Well, needless to say, this post is way overdue. My lack of up-to-date blogging made me hesitate to write this post, but I decided it would be worth it. So here it goes...

REWIND!

Since June 2012, Dan had been planning a special birthday vacation in honor of my 30th birthday. Since 30 was a rather significant age, he wanted me to have a birthday that I would always remember. With months of planning, he surprised me with a trip to Las Vegas, Nevada -- a first for both of us.

On Friday, August 24th we went to work, as usual. Once we were both home we gathered our belongings and prepared to depart. Our neighbor, Steve, drove us to Midway International Airport.

Dinner options became limited once we arrived at our gate, so we got some McDonald's while we waited for our flight. We are both seasoned Southwest fliers, so we were excited when we got to wait in a new Southwest terminal and also got to fly in a brand new Southwest plane! It's the little things that can make all the difference.


During the flight, I watched The Simpsons Movie and You Again on Dan's laptop while Dan relaxed and chatted with his flight neighbor -- a young man on his way to his brother's bachelor party.

Our plane landed at about 10:30 p.m. (Pacific Time). From the moment we landed, the Las Vegas Strip was bright and visible from the runway. I was especially excited when I noticed David Copperfield's sign on the MGM Grand Hotel. There was so much to see and our plane hadn't even arrived at the airport gate yet.


After we got off the plane, we went straight to baggage claim and waited for our luggage to arrive. This proved to be a rather lengthy wait, so Dan pulled out the video camera and started filming. His timing was perfect! Shortly after he started to film me, I noticed Stefanie and Thomas were there to greet us! I squealed with joy as I ran to them. This was another fun-filled surprised planned for me.


Once we had our luggage, the four of us loaded up in Stefanie and Thomas' jeep and we drove to mine and Dan's hotel -- Stefanie and Thomas had arranged to stay at a friend's timeshare. Dan waited until the last possible second to surprise me with where we were staying. Naturally, I was very surprised and super excited when I found out that we were staying at the Bellagio!

From the moment we walked into the Bellagio we were all blown away by the size, creativity, and detail that made the hotel so stunning. It is a beautiful hotel.


Without a doubt, Vegas was hopping when we arrived at our hotel. I enjoyed people watching with Stefanie and Thomas while Dan checked in. Dan managed to get a room upgrade so that we could have a lovely view of the Bellagio fountain and the Las Vegas Strip -- all thanks to a little tip he offered the lady who checked us in. Once we were all settled in our room, the four of us went out to sample the Las Vegas nightlife.

 
While we hung out in the Bellagio, the four of us took a stab at our first slot machine experience. Of course we went straight for the penny slots. It may sound silly, but it took us a moment to figure out how it worked -- you don't just stick a penny in a slot anymore.
 

Saturday, August 25th
Even though we were up until about 2:00 a.m. the night before, we didn't want to sleep too late the next morning. We were up at at 'em at about 9:00 a.m. While we waited for Stefanie and Thomas to meet up with us, we decided to explore the pool area at our hotel. Only Bellagio guests are permitted to enter the pool area, so we showed our room key upon arrival to gain access. Needless to say, the entire pool area was gorgeous and the sun was definitely heating things up.


We had plans to meet up with Stefanie and Thomas to enjoy brunch at the Bellagio Buffet. While they were a little tardy, it was certainly okay because we spent about 30+ minutes waiting in line just to get in. Stefanie and Thomas managed to stroll in just before we got seated -- perfect timing.

Inside, the buffet was stunning and the food was delicious! At first we were all rather overwhelmed with the variety and choices. It was very difficult for each of us to determine what would go on our first plate. Once we got going we were all very satisfied with our meal.

 
It was extremely hot outside -- upper 90's and low 100's the whole time we were in Las Vegas. We tried our best to enjoy indoor activities during the day to avoid the sun and dry heat. Still, we all had a fun time exploring the Las Vegas Strip. We made our way down the south end of the strip so that Dan could pick up our show tickets at Will Call.
 
 
Inside the New York, New York Hotel we bought a rather large margarita from Coyote Ugly and spent the entire afternoon sharing it. Stefanie and I also got some waters to stay cool and hydrated. While in the New York Hotel, we decided to enjoy the air conditioning and play some penny slots. We were all still very new at playing the slots, so we spent a bit of time slowly watching our money go up and down in total value. None of us had the courage to step up to a table to play Black Jack or Poker, so the penny slots were our only means of gambling.
 
 
At about 4:30 p.m. we all began walking back to the Bellagio so Dan and I could start getting ready for the two shows they were scheduled to see - David Copperfield at 7:00 p.m. and Criss Angel at 9:30 p.m.


Our original plan was to walk to the MGM Grand Hotel from the Bellagio. Once Dan noticed that the line for catching a cab was going quickly he suggested that we just take a cab. It was a brilliant idea! My make-up probably wouldn't have lasted otherwise.


David Copperfield's show is what Dan planned our trip around. Once he purchased tickets for David Copperfield's VIP Meet and Greet show, the rest of our trip fell into place.

Before the show started we made friends with our table mates. They were a young couple from California celebrating their one year anniversary. I can't remember their names, but the bride bought the tickets for her husband as an anniversary gift -- he is a big David Copperfield fan, just like me. We had such a fun time with them. Turns out the bride's parents are youth leaders, so we had lots to chat about.


As usual, the show was outstanding -- and having front row seats was a blast!

After the show we got to go on stage and meet David, take pictures with him and he even showed us a bonus trick. I got to be his assistant as he asked me (a couple of times) to carefully examine a dollar bill. The experience was the highlight of my trip! David even Tweeted me later to thank me for coming.

 
Immediately following our meet and greet with David Copperfield at the MGM Grand, we hurried outside to try and catch a cab to see our next show, Criss Angel Believe, at the Luxor. The line for a cab was very long and there wasn't a steady flow of cabs available. We decided to run (literally) to the Luxor -- one mile. I took off my heals and we ran the whole way. We managed to make it with some time to spare.
 
Criss Angel put on a fabulous show! We're both very new to Criss Angel, so it was great getting to know his style -- we weren't sure what to expect. His show is a bit darker than David Copperfield's and they do a lot of similar tricks (each with his own style, of course). Criss Angel's show was super funny and some of his tricks are virtually impossible to believe. At the end of the show, Criss invited guests to pull out their cameras and take pictures. What a great idea! We were pretty far away, but I managed to zoom in and capture this photo. I also got a picture with one of his motorcycles -- the one he used in his show that night. I'd really like to see his show again -- and do the meet and greet!
 
 
Just after midnight, we met up with Stefanie and Thomas at P.F. Chang's for dinner. We soon discovered that Vegas never seems to slow down, so dinner after midnight felt perfectly normal. We all dined on lettuce wraps as our appetizer and then shared each other's main entrées. After a long and rather full day in Vegas, it was nice to sit and relax.
 
After dinner we went back to the Bellagio. There, we had plans to go back out, but none of seem to have the energy to do so. Instead, we continued to relax and visit with each other until Stefanie and Thomas headed back to their hotel for the night.
 
 
That night, I spent quite a bit of time scrubbing my black feet. Yep, this is what they looked like after I ran from the MGM to the Luxor. Nasty! Ha ha!
 
 
Sunday, August 26th
Since Stefanie and Thomas had their car in Las Vegas, we decided to venture away and visit the Hoover Dam. It took us about 45 minutes to drive to the dam -- not including our quick stop at Wendy's for lunch. Upon arrival, we found free parking just over the boarder in Arizona. Once again, the sun was hot and there were no clouds in sight. We walked the very windy dam and took our time (carefully!) looking over the edge. It was an incredible sight! We even took the time to drive over the Hoover Dam bridge, but there wasn't much to be seen since the walls were up so high. Still, we all agreed that it was worth it just to say we did it.

 
Later, we went back to explore more of the Las Vegas Strip. We went into Caesar's Palace and were completely blown away by how the hotel just kept going... and going... and going... and going!
 
 
 
Gelato is very popular in Vegas, so Dan and I got some. We also noticed that a lot of the stores are high end brands, so we didn't actually buy much. Once we found an H&M and Express we felt a little more at home.
 
 
Dan and Thomas were so excited about the escalators that curled. I'll admit, they were pretty wild. Now there's something you don't see at your typical mall.
 
 
While we were in Cesar's Palace we saw Da Coach -- Mike Ditka (no photo). He was signing autographs and taking photos with fans for $60 per person -- hence the "no photo".
 
At about 6:00 p.m. Stefanie and Thomas left for home. After we said our goodbyes, Dan and I decided to explore the northern part of Las Vegas Boulevard -- the end that we had yet to see.
 
 
We spent the majority of our evening walking through The Venetian Hotel. For dinner we dined at Enoteca Otto Pizzeria. Dan enjoyed a pepperoni pizza (featuring tomato, mozzarella, and cacio) while I had a delicious pesto pizza (featuring ricotta and olive oil).
 
 
After dinner we caught two outdoor hotel shows, the Sirens of TI (Treasure Island) and the Mirage Volcano. I was amazed at how many small children (and strollers!) were roaming the Strip late at night.
 
 
Of course, our trip wouldn't be complete if we didn't catch the Bellagio fountain show. By this point we had watched the fountain a couple of times from our room. There is a TV station that plays the music, so we can get the full experience. Each time we watched the fountain we heard a different song. It was really neat. The fountain is so powerful, you can hear the water fire into the air from our room and the water even sprayed higher than our floor! Amazing!
 
 
Now, seriously, who can watch the fountain and not think of Ocean's 11? I know we can't. That was part of the reason why Dan chose the Bellagio as our hotel. Great movie.
 
 
To wrap up the evening, we dressed up and hit the penny slots at the Bellagio. At one point Dan turned $1 into $10.28! Ha ha... it was his biggest win the whole trip. Score!
 
 
Later, we sat and sipped some drinks -- Dan finally got to order an Old Fashioned. It was a great way to relax and savor our last night in Vegas.
 
 
Monday, August 27th
Our flight wasn't until 6:10 p.m. so we had some time to just rest and relax in Las Vegas. We checked out of our hotel at 11:00 a.m. and had our luggage put in storage while we enjoyed our last moments on vacation. We went to the Bellagio pool and spent about an hour and a half laying in the sun and enjoying the cool water.
 
 
Later, we went over to the Miracle Mile to check out the shops and to have some lunch. After lunch we strolled over to Koval Lane so I could get her picture taken with the street sign. It was a great way to wrap up our vacation. We certainly got to take our time, enjoying our vacation to the fullest.
 
 
Our very first Las Vegas experience was a blast! While we weren't exactly excited about going home, we were both looking forward to catching up on some much-needed sleep.
 
My parents were kind enough to pick us up from the airport when we landed. As we pulled up to our house I noticed some balloons and goodies by the front door. I was so surprised! Since it was after midnight, it was officially my 30th birthday and the birthday surprises just kept coming!
 
 
Thank you Melanie and Floyd for the surprise! It was a great way to come home from vacation and start my official birthday. Surely this is one birthday I will cherish forever!


Monday, October 1, 2012

Influenster

For those of you who know me, you know that I'm always on the hunt for a great deal, freebies, and/or the opportunity to try out some new products. Then, once I become a huge fan of products/companies I spread the word! Well, it appears that I have stumbled accross a website that features just about everything above. Woohoo!

Influenster [in-floo-uhn-ster]
noun
An exclusive online community where tastemakers and trendsetters (such as me/yourself) come to share the latest and greatest news, places, products, and reviews with each other. 2. The hotspot you just bookmarked on your web browser that turns your social influence into sweet rewards.

Basically, Influenster is a place for culture junkies to come together and share their unique opinions of products and experiences. Active members of Influenster get exclusive access to deals, promotions, and swag from brands that thrive off the input (the good, the bad, and the ugly -- they just want to know what's up).

Their website just got a fresh make-over, so there is even more to explore/review!

I'm still very new to Influenster, so be sure to check back for a full review -- that is, once I get the hang of things. From what I've read, Influenster should be an amazing experience. I'll certainly let you guys know how it goes. Stay tuned!

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

Fall = Everything Pumpkin


There was a definite chill in the air as I strolled into work this morning. While I am not one to give up my summertime very easily, I must say that I do enjoy fall and everything that comes with it. My favorite part, aside from the colorful leaves, smell of bonfires, and cozy blankets, would have to be all of the delicious pumpkin treats! Virtually every business/product offers something pumpkin-flavored. Of course, apple cider is certainly up there among my favorite fall treats, but let's face it, in my family I'm known as the one who ate an entire pumpkin pie by herself -- note, it was not in one sitting, but instead over the course of about a week's time. Sigh, I will never live that down. Anyway, pumpkin is clearly a top choice, followed closely by warm apple cider and crisp apple pie.

Here are some of my favorite fall treats...

1. Culver's Pumpkin Shake and Concrete Mixers
Liquefied pumpkin pie, that is exactly what these pumpkin treats taste like! Dan and I try to make it to Culver's at least once to enjoy these tasty treats. We're known to go out of our way for one of these fabulous fall treats.

2. Dunkin Donuts Pumpkin Coffee
DD is my favorite coffee, hands down. Out of all my K-cups, they're the first to run out. The fact that they now offer DD Pumpkin Coffee K-cups is a special bonus. I need to pick up some of these ASAP.

3. Starbuck's Coffee and Baked Goods
Starbuck's offers a delicious Pumpkin Spice Latte that is good even when made with skim milk. My second favorite drink is their Carmel Apple Spice -- one of the coziest drinks ever made. It's perfect for the non-coffee drinker, like my husband. Another drink Starbuck's offers is the Salted Caramel Mocha. I haven't tried it yet, but it's on my "to do" list. If you're not into coffee, or hot drinks in general, pick up a pumpkin-flavored baked good. You won't regret it.

4. Williams-Sonoma Pecan Pumpkin Butter and Spiced Pecan Pumpkin Quick Bread
Each and every year I look forward to the warm smells of fresh pecan pumpkin quick bread at Williams-Sonoma. Their quick bread is super easy to make and tastes amazing! Their pecan pumpkin butter makes amazing dessert squares -- a fall must-have, for sure.
 
5. Sara Lee Oven Fresh Pumpkin Pie
This is it. This is the famous pumpkin pie -- the one that I ate all by myself. The Sara Lee Oven Fresh Pumpkin Pie is super easy to make and tastes delicious! It is a must-have at Thanksgiving.


Monday, September 17, 2012

Summer 2012 Recap

Yikes! It's hard to believe that summer is already coming to a close. Where has the time gone? Hmm, I think I ask that question all too often -- and it is probably why I've been such a slacker at blogging. Anyway, I thought that I would take a moment to recap some of my favorite summer memories. To keep this post from being too long, I'll just pick 10 of my favorite memories, in order that they happened...

1) Friday, June 1, 2012
The Something from Jessie Spaghetti Dinner. Each and every year this event is what kicks off my idea of summertime. It is a special tradition that honors my best friend, Jessie, and gives me an opportunity to serve my Lord and Savior. Helping send inner-city students to Phantom Ranch Bible Camp is amazing!


2) Thursday, June 14, 2012/Friday, August 17, 2012
This event has two parts. On Thursday, June 14th Dan got offered a job! In honor of Dan's new job, I suggested that we go out to celebrate -- Dan's choice. He chose sushi. For starters, this job was a contract-to-hire position, but on Friday, August 17th he was offered an official position! Praise the Lord!


3) Tuesday, June 26, 2012
Celebrating my third anniversary with my husband, Dan. Each and every year gets better and better!


4) Saturday, July 14, 2012
Cori and Mike's wedding! It was a great way to see some of Dan's closest friends from college. Myk even flew in from Colorado for the occassion. Below is a picture of Dan with the lovely bride.


5)
Friday, July 20, 2012
Seeing Dark Knigh Rises at midnight! We were looking forward to this movie for a very long time. Seeing the final Christopher Nolan Batman movie was bittersweet.
 
 
6) Sunday, July 29 - Tuesday, July 31, 2012Canoe Trip with the church youth group on the Flambeau River. It was a great way to get away from everyday busyness and enjoy God's creation with some amazing teens!
 
 
7) Wednesday, August 1 - Friday, August 10, 2012
Dan surprised me with 10 days of birthday clues! Each day I got a new clue about what I would be doing for my 30th birthday. In the end, I discovered that he was taking me to Las Vegas! So much fun! The clues were a great way to build my excitement.
 
 
8) Saturday, August 18, 2012
SURPRISE! Dan came home to a house full of family and friends there to celebrate his birthday. Me and my crew spent virtually all day getting the house decorated for Dan's surprise Toy Story party! As an added bonus, Kathleen surprised both my dad and Dan by being in attendance.
 
 
9) Friday, August 24 - Monday, August 27, 2012
Our trip to Las Vegas was amazing, but getting to meet and greet David Copperfield after his show was certainly the highlight of our vacation!
 
 
10) Friday, August 31 - Monday, September 3, 2012
We finally made it up to visit Kathleen and Brad in Fargo/Moorhead. Labor Day weekend was the perfect time to go up for a visit.
 
 
Like I said before, there were so many highlights this summer. I had a very hard time selecting just ten. Honestly, just go to my Picture of the Day tab and you'll all of my highlights from this past summer -- and then some.

Thursday, July 26, 2012

Happy Birthday, Mom and Dad!

Since I had such a hard time picking out a Picture of the Day photo from my parents' birthday dinner, I decided to create a blog post so I could post them all!

On Wednesday, July 25th Dan and I had my parents over for dinner and dessert, in honor of their birthdays -- Dad's birthday is July 23rd while Mom's birthday is on July 26th (today!). For dinner we had egg cups, turkey bacon, real maple syrup, fresh fruit salad, and Mommosas. Then, for dessert, we had triple chocolate cake and ice cream. It was devine!

Here are photos from when we sang Happy Birthday. While Dan and I sang to Mom and Dad, they playfully sang to each other. How cute are they?!


Next, Mom and Dad opened their birthday presents and we watched Toy Story 3. It was a nice, relaxing evening together.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MOM AND DAD!! XOXO

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

RISE!


On Thursday, July 19th, Dan and I joined some of our usual friends for a midnight movie premiere. The bittersweet time had come, it was time for the final instalment of Christopher Nolan's Batman trilogy... it was time to see The Dark Knight Rises.

We dressed for the occasion. Both of us were wearing our Batman t-shirts and Dan also had his Batman Begins belt buckle. We weren't the only ones decked out for the occasion. Several people arrived at the theater wearing Batman t-shirts, Batman PJ's, and Batman costumes. What a blast! It was then that I felt a little bummed that I didn't think to wear my Batgirl costume.

We arrived an hour before the film was due to begin and the first theater we walked into was nearly packed to the max! Hundreds of people had gathered closely together, chatting away as they waited for the film to start. With the front rows our only option for our group of 13-14, we decided to take a peek inside another theater that was also scheduled to play The Dark Knight Rises at midnight. Success! While this theater was much smaller in size, there were significantly more open seats.

With fresh popcorn in hand and a large fountain drink to share with my hubby, I was as cozy as can be. I savored this time with friends and anxiously awaited the film's debut.

At midnight on Friday, July 20th, the previews started and then the movie finally began. From beginning to end I was drawn into the film. The acting was fantastic, the music was stunning, and the story packed a powerful punch. Every passing minute I hoped that it would just keep going -- clearly 2 hours and 45 minutes was too short for me.

I left the theater just after 3:00 a.m. excited and full of energy! Dan and I discussed the details of the movie the whole way home. Both of us eager to see it again on the big screen -- and we rarely ever see a movie for a second time in the theater.

The next morning I didn't have work, so I got to sleep in -- and boy, did I sleep in! At 11:00 a.m. I rolled out of bed and went onto my desktop computer -- which I rarely do on my days off. I had some personal projects to take care of, but I started my time by surfing Facebook, noticing my fellow midnight viewers take on the latest Batman flick. It didn't take long for me to notice some rather usual comments within my friends' status updates. Several of my friends shared that they were grateful to be alive and that they were praying for Colorado. With a quick Google search, I found what everyone was talking about... the Aurora, Colorado theater shooting.

My heart sank as I read what little information was available -- but it was enough to feel deep sadness for those who were directly effected. 12 killed and nearly 60 wounded when James Holmes, 24, walked into a packed movie theater that was showing The Dark Knight Rises, and opened fire on countless innocent lives.

Next, I noticed several of my friends posting a link to a blog post, written by a survivor: So you STILL think God is a merciful God?!

I enjoyed her blog post and it really got me thinking. I get very frustrated when all tragedies are blamed on God. Tragedies like the Holocaust, 9/11, and this theater shooting. People! God is not the cause of evil! The devil is the source of evil. Well, God created the devil, didn't he? Yes, he did, but here's the thing... we cannot know what is good without knowing what is bad. Bad is the absence of good, just like cold is the absence of heat, darkness is the absence of light, and fear is the absence of peace. Without these opposites, there is no choice. Satan made the choice to turn against God and he is doing everything he can to bring us down with him -- Satan is pure evil.

You know what scares me most? Satan doesn't force us to do anything. We are the ones who choose to do bad things! Satan just gives us the idea. Go ahead, steal that DVD. It's not your fault you can't afford it. It's okay to lie to you family, they don't need to know the truth about everything. Go ahead and shoot those people, they deserve to die. LIES! LIES! LIES! All lies from a demon who wants us to suffer an eternity of hell with him.

So while Satan is busy making a mess of this world, tempting us to live lives filled with endless bad choices, pulling us further and further from our Creator, God provided a way for us to have all of our sins forgiven. Jesus said in John 14: 6, "I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me." How do we get to the Father? By placing our faith in Jesus Christ. By admitting that we are all sinners and fall short of God's glory. Jesus Christ was perfect and he died for us so that we could live. That is how much he loves us!

Jansen Young, a theater survivor, understands what it physically feels like to have someone take a bullet for her. In an interview on the Today Show, Young shared her heartbreaking story about how her boyfriend, Jon Blunk, covered her with his own body so he could protect her from the shooting. Blunk did not survive the attack.

Still, clearly and understandably, shaken up from the recent events, Young's voice quivered as she bravely shared her story with the world. Towards the end of the interview, these statements grabbed my attention:

TODAY
When you think about that, the fact that he saved your life, you must feel such incredible love for him.

YOUNG
Oh my gosh, yeah... all I could think about was, I know the most amazing man. I do, I love him so much. It's what I kept thinking... Jon, I love you and I am so grateful for what you did for me.

(Watch the full interview HERE.)

Young's testimony got me thinking about how Jesus used his body to save our lives. Basically, Jesus took a bullet for us, just like Blunk did for his girlfriend. Jesus died with our sin on his shoulders so that we could live and not be separated from God. We should all feel so much love for our Savior as Young does for Blunk!

Life is filled with uncertainties and Satan is among all of them, whispering evil thoughts into our minds. Have you accepted Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior? Don't let another moment pass you by. Jesus already paid the price, the gift of salvation is free to all who are willing to accept it.

Don't let Satan bring you down with him. RISE and take a stand against evil! Be a true rebel in this world and do what is good.

My thoughts and prayers are with those who have been affected by the tragic theater shooting in Colorado.

UPDATE: Want to read an inspiring story of God's mercy and ultimate power? Check out this blog post: A Miracle Inside the Aurora Shooting: One Victim’s Story. Read it and be encouraged!

Tuesday, July 10, 2012

I Now Like Mayonnaise


If you've ever been out to eat with me, you'll notice that I always order my meal with "no mayo" -- if mayo is included. Personally, I have never been a fan of the condiment, but I've survived the accidenal mayonnaise encounter in my lifetime.

For years I have read beauty tips suggesting the use of mayo as a hair mask. My first thought? Ew! Gross! Then, a recent afternoon in a pool left my hair feeling extra dry. Since I'm attempting to grow out my lovely locks, I decided to give this mayo mask a whirl.

Dan and I have lots of mayonnaise packets in our house -- and neither of us use them. So I decided I would attempt my first-ever mayo mask. Here is what I did...

1. I brushed my hair so there were no tangles.
2. I filled a water bottle with warm/hot water and proceeded to spray my hair until it was wet, but not soaking/dripping.
3. I opened each pack of mayonnaise and covered my hair -- focusing on my ends. I applyed the mayo just like conditioner. No need to go with "fat free" mayo in this case. It's going in your hair, not your mouth.
4. I gathered my hair into a clip and covered my head with a shower cap -- I knew those hotel shower caps would come in handy some day! I let the mayo mask sit for 20+ minutes, letting the heat from the warm/hot water open my pores and let the mask sink into my hair.
5. I showered normally, washing my hair with shampoo and conditioner.

The end result... very SOFT hair! I was amazed at how well this simple, one-ingredient mask made my hair feel so healthy. While I was not a fan of how the mask smelled, I certainly thought it was worth it and I'll be doing it again... possibly soon!